dying on the inside Nessa Barrett

[00:00.65] You should take it as a compliment
[00:03.50] If I were you, I would be more confident
[00:07.26] You're lucky that you're pretty
[00:09.10] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
[00:13.19] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
[00:16.46] It's been my best-kept secret for a while now
[00:21.08] No one ever sees it, but it's all around
[00:24.37] It's the dinner conversation no one talks about
[00:28.12] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
[00:33.12] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[00:37.07] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[00:41.06] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[00:46.74] They're all like
[00:48.66] "Did you change your hair?"
[00:50.31] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[00:52.56] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[00:56.28] I hate that I always look my best
[01:00.46] When I'm dying on the inside
[01:04.32]
[01:08.55] When I'm dying on the inside
[01:12.08]
[01:17.73] I wish I could break the mirror
[01:20.14] That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
[01:23.80] And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
[01:27.98] No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life
[01:33.84] What if I didn't do this to my body?
[01:37.69] What if I quit and then you don't want me?
[01:41.33] The dinner conversation no one talks about
[01:44.88] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down
[01:50.01] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[01:53.86] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[01:57.45] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[02:03.36] They're all like
[02:05.22] "Did you change your hair?"
[02:07.05] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[02:09.43] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[02:12.92] I hate that I always look my best
[02:17.34] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:20.69]
[02:25.40] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:28.84]
[02:33.20] When I'm dying on the inside
[02:34.71] You should take it as a compliment
[02:37.13] If I were you, I would be more confident
[02:40.83] You're lucky that you're pretty
[02:42.79] Why are you obsessed with your appearance?
[02:46.88] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine
[02:51.37] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade
[02:55.35] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
[02:59.00] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
[03:04.93] They're all like
[03:06.84] "Did you change your hair?"
[03:08.56] "Did you lose a little weight?"
[03:10.79] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
[03:14.68] I hate that I always look my best
[03:18.70] When I'm dying on the inside
[03:20.09]