Looking Back Loyle Carner

[00:02.91] Must be a fly in here somewhere
[00:05.46] Well not anymore, heh heh
[00:20.06] Face this
[00:21.26] Like water, never taste this
[00:22.82] Evil, white rose to a racist
[00:24.95] They used to hype 'cause my mothers face was white and my fathers face blacker than the scene outside a spaceship
[00:30.13] Flooded with rocks and jewels, crystals shine and shimmer
[00:32.32] He never let me use their words, "due time my jigga"
[00:34.94] Never called me nigga, said it's the master's tongue
[00:37.40] But being black and white, the trouble never asked for none
[00:40.10] But they all passed me some, fuck it, I grabbed it
[00:42.41] Both hands in the darkest sun, scribbled 'til the parker's done
[00:44.42] Grabbed another pen and scribbled where the parker's spun
[00:47.43] Following in footstops of fathers that were asked to run
[00:50.09] But not the one who wanted out and so they disappear
[00:52.48] All caught up in the fam and feeling like they interfere
[00:55.07] I'm thinking that my great grandfather could've owned my other one
[00:58.25] And yo, that shit is weird
[01:00.10] I'm lost (I'm)
[01:01.73] Wondering my cost (I'm)
[01:04.04] Telling you, it hurts, (I'm)
[01:06.77] If you don't know your worth
[01:09.29] So we run from the maker like sons in Jamaica
[01:12.18] Heart break, breaker like the sun's an equator
[01:14.50] We wasted it, before we even tasted it
[01:19.39] Cities on fire
[01:21.36] Quite literally
[01:22.44] The reason nobody's talking remains a mystery
[01:25.09] My brother's lost, telling him do it differently
[01:27.49] I wanna take the blame but we don't share the same history
[01:30.03] I'm lost
[01:30.60] Wonder my cost up in this space
[01:32.26] Mixed race, colour on my face, feeling misplaced
[01:35.19] A waste
[01:35.97] Ain't tryna tell you how my shit taste
[01:37.39] Pack a couple days in this thin case, make a move
[01:40.14] Write everyday and night 'til I say the truth
[01:42.40] Lose looking for some proof that I'm still in news
[01:45.11] See, I got it all to lose, nothing to prove
[01:47.49] Promise the day I get paid, I'ma pay my dues
[01:49.91] Uh, find the karma
[01:52.22] Told me I'm from Ghana but really it's Guyana
[01:54.60] Uh, I'm Coyle Larner to Carner, the birth place of my father's father
[01:58.63] I don't know the answer
[01:59.65] I'm lost
[02:01.60] Wondering my cost
[02:04.32] Telling you it hurts
[02:06.72] If you don't know your worth
[02:09.26] So we run from the maker like sons in Jamaica
[02:12.32] Heart bait breaker, duh, whatever
[02:14.76] Wasted it, before we even tasted it
[02:18.80] Fuck
[02:38.39] Ay, yeah, can I just get uhhh.
[02:41.45] You got chicken soup?
[02:42.48] Nah, only goat soup for today
[02:44.39] Uh, can I get one goat soup... erm...
[02:47.45] And then some curried chicken with, Only plain rice
[02:51.44] Yeah, can I just get plain rice then,
[02:52.84] And some, er, steamed veg as well please
[02:54.44] Only plain rice?
[02:55.44] Yeah
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