Redemption Hurts

[00:00.97] I've never felt this far from God
[00:07.50]
[00:10.21] I almost feel like giving up again
[00:18.13] In my bones, in my blood
[00:20.22] There's a sickness I'd change if I could
[00:27.33] But the fire that rages inside me
[00:31.21] Erased all the good
[00:35.44]
[00:38.75] Father, help me, do you understand?
[00:43.68] All my life, I've been a wicked man
[00:48.20] Show me mercy and comfort me
[00:52.88] I need to find redemption
[00:57.18] (I'm just trying to find some)
[00:59.75] Redemption
[01:01.74] (I'm just trying to find some)
[01:04.39] Redemption
[01:08.32]
[01:16.25] I've never been this far from peace
[01:25.61] I'm disappearing out of reach again
[01:33.49] In my head, in my heart
[01:35.75] There's a hollow that's starting to show
[01:42.42] It's the poison that fills up the void
[01:46.12] And it's taking a hold
[01:50.49]
[01:54.04] Father, help me, do you understand?
[01:58.88] All my life, I've been a wicked man
[02:03.34] Show me mercy and comfort me
[02:08.08] I need to find redemption
[02:12.24] (I'm just trying to find some)
[02:14.74] Redemption
[02:16.89] (I'm just trying to find some)
[02:19.89] Redemption
[02:23.32]
[03:25.75] Redemption
[03:30.59]
[03:46.54] (I'm just trying to find some)
[03:51.11] (I'm just trying to find some)
[03:55.83] (I'm just trying to find some)
[04:00.66] (I'm just trying to find some)
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